Thursday, November 09, 2006
compuction.
im very irritated with the fact that i have this indomitable will to post. gah. i should be researching for our social science assignment.sorry, im too lazy for that now.
i wasn't able to post yesterday, there was no urge to post. really.
my cousin from guam is arriving around 9:30 pm. I should be with my family NOW, going to the airport then go to DUTY FREE. CHOCOLATESSSS. *drools*. but my family prevented me from going with them, UNFAIR. they were greedy to get all the available chips, cookies and CHOCOLATESSS to purchase at duty free. NOO!. and now, i'm unforunately fucking stuck here, at our house. not to mention, i'm freaking all alone. =[
with all these things on my mind. i choose to prevaricate. gah.
even though im not too bloviate here. im quite harsh on saying things. yes. im getting quite serious.
all these incidents, and experiences are getting too confusing. they dont.. match. like it wasn't really meant to happen. I think i must be careful with my next actions. maybe i'll regret everything i will do. actually i think i regret everything i have said in this world. everything i have said to YOU. it just revolves with you. and you just don't know how i miss everything.
i hate being emo. =[
oh fuck.
ergo, i was being too honest to myself. and it is indeed painful.
i am happy i was able to express and let go some of my angst.
sorry if you just don't understand what i typed. hmmm. only think that im one pervicacious alien. a STRANGER. a nobody.
and forget about it. and what you just read is a plain fantasy, nothingness. anything you want to think about.
^^
7:55:00 PM