Friday, October 20, 2006
if it ain't me... hmmm. nevermind.
im not thinking at all.
so, i'll keep the silence first and THINK (if i could).
and im having one of those 'mood swings'.
laughing then crying. whatever.
in the meantime, i am isolating myself here in our so-called-house.
none of my siblings are here. my parents went to the airport.
i'm alone. still, i like the feeling of it.
i can do anything i want.
but the atmosphere isn't changing. cold and dark. heavy feeling, nauseous.
im fucking irritated. gah.
im sick. SICK.
i will not ever listen to you again.
Ang dooooper EWAN ko talaga ngayon. WALA NA KONG MATINONG NAIPOPOST KAHIT KELAN. tipong dala dala ko lahat ng problema ng mundo. ayokoo na talaga.
8:35:00 PM