woah.

i am finally home..! you won't believe our so-called-adventure.

so i'll just blabber everything that happened earlier.

the test was fine except for Social. daaaagh. we don't know about the f'ing topics there. those topics weren't discussed anyway! wish me luck with the result.

after the tests, we (me, JC, paolo, emman) played volleyball at the small oval. (where most of the service parks). and well, quimbo's volleyball flew up way over the bakod! haha. it was his fault. we tried to get the ball. but hey, its so masukal.

realizing that quimbo's strategies won't work. we decided to go to mcdo and just take out the meal. we saw benedict, kaye magnaye eating. we rushed to quimbo's house. we just stopped for a while and continued. next stop. Chua's house. in QC.

it's very FAR. like an hour and a half to go there? anyway. chua is so rich. haha, like everyone nows that.

OK. Im starting to sound stupid. gah.

back to the topic. chua's family has a collection of love birds. wow. like my mom in the province. and then we went inside and to chua's room. it was real clean. except for his drawers for school supplies.

we mingled with chua's laptop first. i tried to post, but blogger was having errors. dammit. then we watched the exorcism of emily rose. chua gave us some WHITE PANDA CANDY. haha. just like the WHITE RABBIT CANDY.

we went then to JC's crib. watched t.v. then home.

^^ phew. i'm so tired. and im having another bad headache.

waaaa.

YESS. GOOD NEWS.

we will go to our province. and yes, LATER. whenever my dad wants. soooo. im going to pack my clothes now.

im so exhausted. ^^

bye bye for one week!

awwww. i'm getting sad. =(




gah.

wow.

nasa bahay ako nila chua. este. kami nila quimbo, emman, and JC. and yes, hindi ako nagpaalam sa parents ko. hindi nila alam na nandito ako. AMEN!

haha. nanonood sila ngayon ng exorcism of emily rose. hindi ko feel manuod ng ng horror ngayon.

and anyway. the social science test sucks! barf. puro hula lang yon. siguro ga 25% percent nung test hindi namin na discuss.

ewan ko lang, sana naman hindi ako bumagsak. nagdasal naman ako ng rosary kanina eh. haha!

okay. fuck. baka mamaya kami umuwi sa province. at stuck ako dito sa bahay ni chua! hindi pa naman ako nakapag impake.

goodluck nalang sakin. YES, sembreak na. pero nakakalungkot. ^^

sige, mamaya ko nalang ikukuwento in full detail ang house hopping namin.

haha.
ok. napakabait ko naman. haha.

ginagawan ko silang lahat ng reviewer. pero, nakakapagaral narin ako dun. atleast nakakatulong daw ako.

wala na kong magawa.

sabi ko gagawa ako ng matinong post. pero parang wala naman akong maisip na MATINO.

anyway.

nabalitaan ko na baka hindi kami pumuntang province!!! NO WAY! sabi ng dad ko dahil daw may lecheng pasok at test ako bukaas. kasi naman e. AGH.

Ang boring na ng buhay ko nun! atsaka miss ko na yung mga pinsan ko. yung games sa PS2 ni glenn kyle. waaaa. atsaka yung mga nakakatakot moments. SUGAL. pusoy dos. KROPEK. cake. SHOT. ice cream. DINUGUAN. MONAY. chips. 7up. tinapay. MANGGA. SUHA. at lahat.

atsaka bibisitahin ko pa yung libingan ng lolo at lola ko! ahy. wala na. nakakaasar!

sana umuwi kami sa LA UNION!!!

amp naman e!


sige, magiguitara na muna ako. *hay*

okay..

parang kagigising ko lang. at hindi pa ko nag-aaral!!!

mamaya nalang. tinatamad ako talaga. T_T



grabe.. english and social science ang test bukas. kaya. kelangan ko ng MAG-ARAL.

gets mo naman yun diba?

AHY.


habang nag-aaral ng filipino e nainspire akong gumawa ng tula. haha. ewan bigla nalang lumabas sa utak ko tapos ayun. balagtas kasi e, iniimpluwensyahan ako. HAHA!


Kaluluwa'y lulong
sa panaginip na kinukubli
udyok ng pusong liwaliw
sa mundong hindi mo pa lubos na kilala

kelan ba aaminin
kelan pa sasabihin
babaha pa ba ng luha
magpapaputok pa ba ng pla pla

hindi na ata kelanman
lalabas ang katotohanan
mula sa yong bunganga

ako'y litong lito
ako'y batong bato
sana ay alam mo
ang galit sa dibdib ko

pagod na ko
sa ganitong sitwasyon
sa paghanap ng sagot
sa mga masuring kuwestyon

paano na ngayon
muli mong pinahamak
aking buong mundo
aking buong pag-iisip

muling binigo
pinuno ng lilo
gahaman na kung iyong sabihin

dapat ikaw ay maging akin

ako'y litong lito
ako'y batong bato
malamang ay alam mo
ang galit sa dibdib ko

whew. haha. pasensya na. amp.

xoxo. kudos sa aking napakorning kaigiban sa balat ng lupa. naiinis ako ngayon. buti pa yung isa. he made my day, thankyouverymuch.

2 down. 4 to go.

amp. hindi ko nalang sasabihin na madali ang math kasi, sadyang tatanga tanga ako dun. sabihin mo man na math geek ako dati, ngayon ay maghukay ka nalang ng libingan ng utak ko dati. iba na ngayon. ibang iba na. "ayos lang", yun. ang kalaban mo lang sa mga test na katulad ng math e ang oras. dun lang naman ako nadadale. katulad nga kanina. nagreview ako ng puspusan sa math. nasagutan ko lahat except sa 2-3 na numbers. i-minus mo pa yung mali ko. nako.

hindi nga ako nakapag-aral sa science. sabi ni sir hindi na daw kailangan mag review kasi araw araw daw e review na. genetics lang naman yun e. so, ayun "ayos lang" ulit yung test. pero sa tingin ko yung ibang tanong dun e hindi namin diniscuss. pero, ayos lang talaga. at medyo natapos namin yung test ng saglit lang. kaya, magyayabang nalang ako kapag nakakauha ako ng mataas. pero, impossible.

soo, bukas naman filipino at theology. filipino yung inaaral ko ngayon. mamaya nalang yung theology. babasahin ko nalang yung bible at egw. puro essays rin naman yun e.

makikinig muna ako ng songs pagkatapos gagawa ng reviewer ng theology para sa lahat. este, lahat ng 2-20 na naka online sa ym. pasensya nalang kapag hindi ko kayo prend.

=

shet, buwisit na ko sayo. ba't mo binabalik? amp naman e. ang laboo mo. wala naman akong ginagawa, ba't ganun? ang daming tanong, hindi naman masagot.. kasi naman..!


barfff..

walang magawa. ang bagal pa ng mga kompyuter dito sa computer lab namin. may pagong virus ata. waaaa.

balak ko pa naman gumawa ng sariling blog ng 2-20. e, 30 mins ata ang aabutin bago mabuksan ang isang page. nakakabanas.kaya eto, nagpopost nanaman ako. ala-una nanaman ata ako natulog kagabi. nanuod lang naman ako ng tv at nakipag chat sa buong mundo. ewan.

naka 90 kami ni apple sa project namin sa social. yung ziggurat namin parang 'ginubat'. salamat sa mga camouflage colors na ginamit ni apple. gawa pa nga sa goldilocks na kahon yung ginamit namin para gumawa sa ziggurat e. Di katulad ng iba kong classmates, kesyo may pinsan/kapatid/nanay/tatay/artist na inarkila para gumawa ng kani-kanilang proyekto. kaya unfair. pero ganyan talaga ang buhay e. sadyang may mayayaman na tao. *ehem ehem* at mga talentado(siyet, katulad ko ba?) haha. Sabi nga nila, may sari-sarili silang taktika para pumasa sa project. Atsaka medyo madali lang mandaya. hindi mahahalata ng mga guro kung gawa mo ba yan o hindi. kaya, bahala ka na.

hindi ko nga pala nabanggit na niyaya ako mag "group study". Ahy, i-eemphasise ko muli, GROUP STUDY. oo, niyaya ako ni charmaine kila JC. nagpaalamako sa nanay ko. sabi niya,"group study KUNO". oo nga. yun din ang inisipko, baka imbes na makapag-arala ako. e magdadaldalan lang at maglalaro kami buong hapon. kaya ayun, sabi ko wag nalang. nag-aral nalang ako ng math. buti na lang pala ay hindi ako sumama. nandun saw si chua. pinaglaruan lang daw niya yung mga barbie ni JC. kinulayan niya yung buhok ng barbie gamit ang water color. haha.

ayan. magta-time na.

....

faithless.^^
please, ayoko ng malaman. =

"phew". it's just now i was able to go online.

yess. i was able to study normally, like i used to. with no distractions whatsoever. just listening to my favorite songs.

earlier:
i woke up around 7 am.

this was the scene:

me: *yawn*. *looks at the cellphone*
mom! what time is it?!?! why is it 7:04 am? *panicing*
Mom: walang pasok ngayon.
me: AHYY. oo nga pala. *pahiya* =

I totally forgot that there were no classes today. Maybe I was so frustrated that evening. My mind was so insane and I thought a lot of things. And hey, there's a lot going on in my mind. waaa.

I started the morning with a brewed coffee, as usual, atleast to calm my senses. Then sunny side up eggs, omelet with ham, hotdog and bacon. Took my guitar and played and played. I took a nap.

I woke up again at 10 am. I realized i was off my schedule, i was supposed to study around 9 am. *slap slap* got to get going.

Math was the first then after 3 hours of straight studying. I NEED A BREAK. I ate lunch, sinigang na baboy. haha. I also ate balot.

Back again, no choice. Last look for math, then i switched to science. Genetic stuff, great. =D

3 pm. I took a bath and got dressed. We will go to gateway. yes, to do shopping and to fill the grocery cart with my cravings.

We went to rustan's mart first to do groceries. MILK. Then grabbed chips, snacks, smores and a lot mooore. honey stars too.

I learned from my mom that Rustan's mart are closing. They were bought by shopwise, my mom said rustan's was bankrupt. but only the marts.

We paid giftchecks. we have giftchecks, monthly. our company(family) clients are pldt, rustan's, shopwise and SM malls. i hope there are still giftchecks to come..!

We were supposed to eat at terriyaki boy, i said "sa KFC nalang". I miss eating there, especially the chicken. After we ate, we strolled around then bought things.

Time to leave, so we left.

So, all i need to do now is the cuneiform and wheel for our social project..









to soon for goodbyes. but, we never know.


apple and i had a great kick today. fun, giggles and a lot of blissful moments.

mukha kang joke! haha.

bullies! it's fun being bullies. ask apple, she's the expert. ;D

we stayed at our classroom to make our project in social science. a 3d diorama stuff.

anyway, we were laughing all the time. apple decided to take the project home. i was so exhausted on my way home. i just slept. it doesn't really feel like it's monday. i don't know. it feels like a friday. there are no classes tomorrow anyway. i'd looove to waste this night away. maybe, watch a movie. i don't like to feel the pressure of the exams. i'm not that carefree but then i have the whole day tomorrow to study all i want.

i'm craving for a new book to read. when exams are over. ppoooff! semestral break appears, fun fun fun. And it means we'll have another butt joyride for 6-8 hours. cool. our province is LA UNION. north luzon, and it's really far away. but i already got used with all the travelling. I'm travelling since i was months old. i love travelling and i want to go to tokyo. haha.

i have nothing to do. i'm getting b-o-r-e-d. my posts are forevrer going to be oh so lame and absurd.

when will i change..? ugh.




my dad bought an OscorSchmidt by washburn acoustic guitar at yamaha. it is a kit with an amplifier, tuner, straps, and picks.

it sounds great.

that's all. nothings up for today.

studying and more more studying. amen.



im not thinking at all.

so, i'll keep the silence first and THINK (if i could).

and im having one of those 'mood swings'.

laughing then crying. whatever.

in the meantime, i am isolating myself here in our so-called-house.

none of my siblings are here. my parents went to the airport.

i'm alone. still, i like the feeling of it.

i can do anything i want.

but the atmosphere isn't changing. cold and dark. heavy feeling, nauseous.

im fucking irritated. gah.

im sick. SICK.

i will not ever listen to you again.


Ang dooooper EWAN ko talaga ngayon. WALA NA KONG MATINONG NAIPOPOST KAHIT KELAN. tipong dala dala ko lahat ng problema ng mundo. ayokoo na talaga.





its petiks taym. ang saya kasi walang kelangan gawin. pero siyempre. I need to STUDY. yes. =D

i don't know. im just into studying nowadays. i haven't been dead serious lately. and i need to improve. my brother's watching dodgeball right now. haha. ang layo.

mixed emotions =.

i can't understand what i feel. (hinde to lurve.. haha. XD) parang ang empty empty ko. hinde ko magawa yung tama para sa... o, God. Atsaka ang gulo gulo. Nakakatuwa pero nakakainis at nakakagalit. Alam niyo yun? (hindee..)

tama na..


blogger was fucking up earlier. my tagboard isn't appearing, thank God it finally appeared. AMEN.

who the heck is tecson in my tagboard anyway? and aljamal, ekwe and all that?!? magpakilala naman kayo. (kung KAYO talaga yan, hmmm. edi OKAY!) haha. lol.=D

retardation. yes. another AMEN.
examinations are drawing near. i'm starting to study social science now and mathematics. I don't want to fail in the 2nd quarter.. besides, the semestral grade gets the 60% of the 2nd quarter. I really need to study.

obviously, we were really busy yesterday. it's a great relief now. only one assignment to do. =D

earlier...
Science: we weren't supposed to report about the klinefelter's syndrome. Wrong timing. I was so sleepy not mentioning sleeping about 2 am? rarr. we reported because of the disfunction of the computer in the library. gah. So we reported and mr. seguban said it was good. Thank goodness.

Social: Discussion about the Mohenjo-Daro and Harap-pan Civilization. great mysteries and all that. J-lo said that our project for this quarter will be a diorama (3D). It was in groups of pairs, and my partner is Polkoy. We planned to do our project after the Math review on saturday. but im not really sure about it.

Recess: We studied for our summative test. My biscocho house ube piaya was wasted. ugh.

Math: we had our summative test..

Practical Arts: It was the Endaya's group turn to report. Their subject was theology. it was quite boring, so Nicole and I just chatted.

Lunch: I just finished my assignment in Filipino (Ano ang leon sa iyong buhay?). I was really pissed off. (ang feeling naman niya, nambabara pa. whatever.)

Filipino: Reporting of SP, HR and Kenfer(parang cherifer. haha. labo. =D)

English: the usual series of tests. then recitation. i was awful.

dismissal time, going going. gone.

AMEN. I just finished my prayer for theology. XD.

a cup in hand. i love coffee.

i love biscocho house too.

it's mr. taruc's birthday tomorrow. wow.

my head is empty. EMPTY. i don't have anything to post. just these useless rantings.

BOO.

I just want to say. WORLD PEACE!

but peace doesn't exist on other people.


see? Total Crap. emotional strife. yes. yes. yes.


Okay. let me end this shit.


im done.


my modem is messing up again. not this time. waaaa.

i've done some changes with this blog. look! nekos dancing. haha. and the "powered by the holy spirit" which i love. NOOOOOOO! im watching PDA right now. haha. believe me. i watch it but im not addicted to it. Its just yeng is soooo fantastic and lovable.

i decided to create a photo blog. i have my account in flickr but i wanted it to be special so i thought it will be nice if it was a blog. Im trying to make a layout for it too. maybe it will be finished after exams. :D

my classmates are so into ghosts. after they heard i have "third eye". especially chua, quimbo, and jc. we had a real WEIRD experience at the campus. i don't know. its way over imaginable.


SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB. hey! RJ can't be expelled!!! PANO NA SI YENG!?!?!!?!?!?!?! TOTALLY UNFAIR! BOOOHOOOO!


NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.









CRAP.

this is to someone, gaaaah. nevermind. you don't understand me and never will!





i'm feeling the examinations already. with all the projects and presentations. hectic. gah.

instead of next week (18-20) our retreat was moved to january. YES. JANUARY. like 2-3 months away? no no. but still, they were right to move the schedule. after all we will suffer because the examinations are next next week. And ms. duka told us that last year, there was a section which their retreat is one week away from exams. it was a disaster, because that class really had bad grades after the examinations. I'm just thinking about how cold tagaytay will be in January. haha.

anyway, we went to camp aguinaldo (AFP theatre) to watch IBONG ADARNA. It was okay. But it was too short. There were missing characters and a lot of missing scenes. I read IBONG ADARNA 2 times (whole book). well, its just a play. entertaining indeed, because of the binabaeng ibong adarna. I noticed that the actor portraying Don Pedro looks like Jasper Daza. haha. totally.

Well, I would like to share some pictures.. :D



ekwe dunk fever! ALJAMAL. weee!

haha. ANGELES ni maix.

hehe. sobrang rami ko pang pictures ng mga red lions. haha. kung gusto niyo makita yung iba makipag transaction nalang kayo saken sa YM(naks parang accountant). haha. selfish na kung selfish. bwahahaha. :D lol.






computer lab...

waw. anggulo talaga.

haha. baboo na. wala na e. may dalawang umeepal. bwahaha.:D

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ang likot kasi nila yuri at zim kanina. barf.

namomroblema ako kung pano ako manunuod ng horror films since monitor na ng nanay ko ang tv. putchak. waaaaaaa.

gustong gusto ko panaman mapanood ang one missed call at audition ni Takashi Miike. nako. hindi naman pwede dito sa computer kasi maraming gumagamit. atsaka bawal din dun sa bagong computer kasi wala pa siyang video card.

gah. kakaasar. ;(

kanunuod ko nga lang pala kanina nang marebito. nakanuod ako kasi walang tao sa bahay namin. wala pa yung mom ko nung nakauwi ako from school. hehe. so, ayos naman yung kuwento. medyo unusual yung mga creatures dun sa film na deros (detrimental robots). mga nabubuhay sa dugo. yung bida naman may pagka obsessed masyado sa fear, at gusto niyang ma-experience ang takot na naranasan ng isang matanda nung nagpakamatay siya.

so yun. panuorin niyo nalang. T_T
si Chiaki Kuriyama. danda noh? siya si gogo yubari sa kill bill at Takako Chigusa sa Battle Royale. Model siya at actress. Nasa horror film din siya tulad ng Shikoku and Ju-on. At birthdate niya ay October 10, 1984. Ibig sabihin birthday niya bukas! grabe, saktong sakto nung naalala ko siya. HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY. weehee.

YUN LANG. nagpost ako bago ako matulog. teka TECSON. dun ka sa blog ni apple. wag saken! hehe. :D

tamad akong bata. malamang alam niyo yun.

kasalukuyan akong gumagawa ng layout para sa aking napakawalangkuwentang blog. imbes na gumawa ng assignments at mag-aral. heto ako nakikipag chat at nag-oonline. whee. napakabait ko talaga.

napapansin niyo naman siguro na unti-unti nagiging basura ang mga pinagsasasabi ko ngayon at maya-maya lamang ay itatapon sa basurahan at kukunin ng isang garbage track at dadalhin sa payatas o anumang dumpsite.

labo? LINAW.

ayan. alam kong hindi niyo ako naiintindihan kasi ako ay barumbado. gaga at baliw. san ka pa?!?

naainis ako sa sarili ko pero nakapag pa-deliver pa ko ng 2 pcs. burger steak, peach mango pie, at jolly hotdog sa jollibee. sa wakas, makakain na rin ako. T_T

gutom na ako. PAALAM.

boooooo!

woah.

i am finally home..! you won't believe our so-called-adventure.

so i'll just blabber everything that happened earlier.

the test was fine except for Social. daaaagh. we don't know about the f'ing topics there. those topics weren't discussed anyway! wish me luck with the result.

after the tests, we (me, JC, paolo, emman) played volleyball at the small oval. (where most of the service parks). and well, quimbo's volleyball flew up way over the bakod! haha. it was his fault. we tried to get the ball. but hey, its so masukal.

realizing that quimbo's strategies won't work. we decided to go to mcdo and just take out the meal. we saw benedict, kaye magnaye eating. we rushed to quimbo's house. we just stopped for a while and continued. next stop. Chua's house. in QC.

it's very FAR. like an hour and a half to go there? anyway. chua is so rich. haha, like everyone nows that.

OK. Im starting to sound stupid. gah.

back to the topic. chua's family has a collection of love birds. wow. like my mom in the province. and then we went inside and to chua's room. it was real clean. except for his drawers for school supplies.

we mingled with chua's laptop first. i tried to post, but blogger was having errors. dammit. then we watched the exorcism of emily rose. chua gave us some WHITE PANDA CANDY. haha. just like the WHITE RABBIT CANDY.

we went then to JC's crib. watched t.v. then home.

^^ phew. i'm so tired. and im having another bad headache.

waaaa.

YESS. GOOD NEWS.

we will go to our province. and yes, LATER. whenever my dad wants. soooo. im going to pack my clothes now.

im so exhausted. ^^

bye bye for one week!

awwww. i'm getting sad. =(